Eloisa Amezcua
from The God Poems
god came looking for me maybe not to kill me i
was scared that he might he wanted to hurt me
i hid at a hotel in the same town where i lived
sat at the bar in the lobby ordered prosecco and
pizza to appear inconspicuous kept an eye on
the sliding doors of the entrance i admit it was
thrilling as if my life were a movie and then fear
returned a different kind of thrill a tightening of
the throat where god’s hands had held me before
entirely as an act of pleasure